Like Grapefruit

I must be of a different sort
I’d be there.. Always.

I feel as though I have reached a mindset of being able to let go of a lot of things, to relax and take things as they come one day at a time.

I dreamt of sex without consequence
of an old fashioned love
that romance came easy ..

I could read your thoughts
you’d laugh and I’d stop being annoying

If we viewed beauty as only being inward

If I could be something greater at this very moment, I’d jump at the chance, but I’ll work at it, strive towards it. Greater in my speech, my attitude.. I will become a monstrous thing…

We assume.. All day long.

I’m restless.. I yearn for your touch, I do, I do…

You only have yourself, don’t you know best?

Thought you knew best, thought you knew..

eat a taco, shut your face… Will do.

I’ll close my eyes so that I don’t see the aftermath
am I so much less than the rest
I’m walking with a limp and I’m blind
They don’t know, they will never know
The reason to my thinking
you say it makes no sense
But you don’t know me
KNOW me..