Like Grapefruit

my eyes are glazed
words are forced
they linger for a moment and with severity they fade away
harshly, loudly
and i’m moving along with only face to the ground
find it hard to kill it off
and i’m stained
i’ve toiled with this, picked at it
was free from it
yet stumbled back as though it were new to me
like IT didn’t know me..
stumbled back like this were new to me