Like Grapefruit

Why do we let our pasts define us.
Isn’t each day a new day

Can’t change erase all else.
Repair the grief
Make us happy..

I will grasp at my happiness like I am clinging to life ..

Louder, louder

Your eyes look like jewels..

You are what you think of yourself..

Lowly, hideous
You crawl along on all fours
they haven’t the time
You care too much

Giving yourself away..
all of yourself away
And what is left
And for what?

Empty hands and an empty shell
Giving yourself away
For what

like a dream with no ending
where the mood is just right
and you smile
the lack of regret
the absence of darkness
and we thrive..

I love the way you talk
genuine and without the petty little games some choose to play.

and you loved so hard without any limitations

then I woke up.

crying is such a waste of time.
your face becomes puffy and your make up runs.
it changes nothing.
gone, it’s gone.
it doesn’t exist, it never did
when will you learn.
your so silly, so very silly.

love yourself.

Feist
“The Limit To Your Love”

Clouds part
Just to give us a little sun

There’s a limit to your love
Like a waterfall in slow motion
Like a map with no ocean
There’s a limit to your love

There’s a limit to your care
So carelessly there
Is it truth or dare
There’s a limit to your care

I love I love I love
This dream of going upstream
I love I love I love
The trouble that you give me
I know I know I know
That only I can save me
I’ll go I’ll go I’ll go
Right down the road

There’s a limit to your love
Like a waterfall in slow motion
Like a map with no ocean
There’s a limit to your love
Your love your love your love

I can’t read your smile
It should be written on your face
I’m piecing it together
There’s something out of place
Oh

I love I love I love
This dream of going upstream
I love I love I love
All the trouble that you give me
I know I know I know
That only I can save me
I’ll go I’ll go I’ll go
Out on the road

Because there is no limit
There’s no limit
No limit no limit no limit
Limit to my love

And then I remember how awkward I am.

I feel it, tugging excessively at me..
Gnawing at me, vexing me.

I feel..
Small.

I feel as though it will all come crashing down.
Soon..

Never say never
You never know what situation you’ll find yourself in and what you have to do to get out of it
But most importantly you hold your head up and keep sane

You are so silly fearful thing
Your accepting ways
Your patience and charm
Open your eyes and see
they aren’t real
It’s just a joke and I’m the fool

I sleep too much maybe
It leaves more time for dreaming..